Dirtbag59
04-05-2009, 11:08 PM
Just like a lot of things in life being a Redskin fan is something you fall into. With me it was the fact that I bonded with my Father early in life by watching Redskin games with him. Funny thing is during the Redskins/Dolphins Super Bowl he missed Jon Riggins Touchdown run because they had like a claper TV (turns on and off with a clap) and he yelled so loud when Riggins broke the corner it turned off the TV.
Of course I wasn't born yet but a lot of my earliest memories with my Dad stem from watching games with him. Weather it being him telling me about Cal Ripken Jr in 1991 and me subquently announcing every batter that stepped up to the plate as Cal Ripken or the 1991 playoffs where when my Dad was upset I would tell him "don't worry my Redskins are winning" (I had a little mock game with my cards and a stadium made of blocks). I was so pissed to when I found out he was going with my Uncle to the Redskins/Lions NFC championship game. Of course I didn't know the game was that big, I just liked going to see the games and getting hot dogs and diet coke. It's alright though, my Uncle kind of made it up to me later by giving my family tickets to see the 2002 Final Four. My little brother got to see the Kansas game while I got to see the Indiana game.
Then when I moved to Chicago in 3rd grade I found myself with a yearning for all things Maryland. Everything was better in Maryland from the weather to the sports teams (even though they had Michael Jordan and the Bulls). Most of the time I could easily be found going to school with an Orioles shirt or a Redskins shirt when I switched things up.
Eventually I reconnected with the Redskins after an early phase where I stopped caring about football (from 93-98 I was more of basketball/baseball fan so I missed a lot of the dark ages during the mid 90's) when I started playing High School football (ironically one of the first games I saw was against the Lions). And I've been following the team religiously ever since. The level of obsession turned up a notch when I joined the site in 2006, and at the same time got a quick lesson in forum etiquette. Funny thing is it's thanks to this site that I easily have surpassed my own Father in terms of knowledge about the team, at least the team since the turn of the century. I'm still a little rusty when it comes to the history of the Redskins.
Anyway admist all those reasons the fact remains that my "fanhood" for the team is now deeply ingrained in the mammalian section of my brain (the level of the brain that controls emotions). Everytime I see the team coming out on TV with the burgundy and gold I just get excited. It's not something I really control anymore, instead it's just become a very powerful emotional response. Part of it's probably because I spend so much time following the team that technically I'm invested in it, but another part of it is probably because of the feelings and memories that are linked to my childhood.
Thats why when I claimed I was jumping ship earlier this year I knew I was full of shit. I knew that when I saw the team come out of the tunnel wearing those white jerseys and burgundy helmets they always wear that my heart would start pounding and I would find myself hard pressed to turn away from the TV. Especially here considering the fact that I get less games then most of you. TVAnts and company include.
The freakiest thing about it is a lot of the physiological reactions I've experienced in relation to watching the Redskins(short of the obvious perverted one) are very similar to reactions I've experienced when I've been in love (dilated pupils, increased heart rate, euphoria, depression, lots of depression). When the team wins I feel great when they lose I find myself feeling horrible. Again nothing I can really control, just the way things are. In fact there are studies that back this sort of thing up.
"Men who watch their favourite sports team compete experience a similar testosterone surge to the players, say researchers at the University of Utah"
Of course I wasn't born yet but a lot of my earliest memories with my Dad stem from watching games with him. Weather it being him telling me about Cal Ripken Jr in 1991 and me subquently announcing every batter that stepped up to the plate as Cal Ripken or the 1991 playoffs where when my Dad was upset I would tell him "don't worry my Redskins are winning" (I had a little mock game with my cards and a stadium made of blocks). I was so pissed to when I found out he was going with my Uncle to the Redskins/Lions NFC championship game. Of course I didn't know the game was that big, I just liked going to see the games and getting hot dogs and diet coke. It's alright though, my Uncle kind of made it up to me later by giving my family tickets to see the 2002 Final Four. My little brother got to see the Kansas game while I got to see the Indiana game.
Then when I moved to Chicago in 3rd grade I found myself with a yearning for all things Maryland. Everything was better in Maryland from the weather to the sports teams (even though they had Michael Jordan and the Bulls). Most of the time I could easily be found going to school with an Orioles shirt or a Redskins shirt when I switched things up.
Eventually I reconnected with the Redskins after an early phase where I stopped caring about football (from 93-98 I was more of basketball/baseball fan so I missed a lot of the dark ages during the mid 90's) when I started playing High School football (ironically one of the first games I saw was against the Lions). And I've been following the team religiously ever since. The level of obsession turned up a notch when I joined the site in 2006, and at the same time got a quick lesson in forum etiquette. Funny thing is it's thanks to this site that I easily have surpassed my own Father in terms of knowledge about the team, at least the team since the turn of the century. I'm still a little rusty when it comes to the history of the Redskins.
Anyway admist all those reasons the fact remains that my "fanhood" for the team is now deeply ingrained in the mammalian section of my brain (the level of the brain that controls emotions). Everytime I see the team coming out on TV with the burgundy and gold I just get excited. It's not something I really control anymore, instead it's just become a very powerful emotional response. Part of it's probably because I spend so much time following the team that technically I'm invested in it, but another part of it is probably because of the feelings and memories that are linked to my childhood.
Thats why when I claimed I was jumping ship earlier this year I knew I was full of shit. I knew that when I saw the team come out of the tunnel wearing those white jerseys and burgundy helmets they always wear that my heart would start pounding and I would find myself hard pressed to turn away from the TV. Especially here considering the fact that I get less games then most of you. TVAnts and company include.
The freakiest thing about it is a lot of the physiological reactions I've experienced in relation to watching the Redskins(short of the obvious perverted one) are very similar to reactions I've experienced when I've been in love (dilated pupils, increased heart rate, euphoria, depression, lots of depression). When the team wins I feel great when they lose I find myself feeling horrible. Again nothing I can really control, just the way things are. In fact there are studies that back this sort of thing up.
"Men who watch their favourite sports team compete experience a similar testosterone surge to the players, say researchers at the University of Utah"